Ramakrishna ParamahamsaRamakrishna Paramahamsa lived as a very intense
devotee for most of his life. He was a devotee of Kali. For him, Kali was not a
deity, Kali was a living reality. She danced in front of him, she ate from his
own hands, she came when he called, and she left him dripping with ecstasy.
This was real, it was actually happening. This was not a hallucination, he was
actually feeding her.
Ramakrishna’s consciousness was so crystallized
that whatever form he wished became a reality for him. It is such a beautiful
state for a human being to be in. But though Ramakrishna’s body, mind and
emotion were dripping with ecstasy, his being was longing to go beyond this
ecstasy. Somewhere there was awareness that the ecstasy itself was bondage.
One day, Ramakrishna was sitting on the banks of
the Hoogli River when Totapuri – a very great and rare yogi, very few like that
have ever happened – came that way. Totapuri saw that Ramakrishna was a man of
such intensity with the possibility to go all the way and attain enlightenment.
But the problem was, he was just stuck to his devotion.
Totapuri came to Ramakrishna and tried to
convince him, “Why are you still so attached to your devotion? You have the
potential to take the ultimate step.” But Ramakrishna said, “I want only Kali,
that’s all.” He was like a child who wanted his mother. It is not possible to
reason with that. It is a different state altogether. Ramakrishna was devoted
to Kali and Kali was his only interest. When he was high on her, he would be
bursting with ecstasy and dancing and singing. When he got a little low, when
he lost contact, he would cry like a baby. This was the way he was. So whatever
enlightenment Totapuri talked about, he was not interested in all that. In many
ways Totapuri tried to instruct him, but Ramakrishna was unwilling. At the same
time, he was willing to sit before Totapuri because Totapuri’s presence was
such.
Totapuri saw that Ramakrishna was just going on
like this. Then he said, “This is very simple. Right now you are empowering
your emotion, you are empowering your body, and you are empowering the
chemistry within you. You are not empowering your awareness. You have the
necessary energy but you just have to empower your awareness.”
Ramakrishna agreed and said, “Okay, I will
empower my awareness and sit.” But the moment he has a vision of Kali, he would
again go into uncontrollable states of love and ecstasy. No matter how many
times he sat down, the moment he saw Kali, he would just fly off.
So Totapuri said, “The next time Kali appears, you have to take a sword
and cut her into pieces.”
Ramakrishna asked, “Where do I get the sword from?” Totapuri replied,
“From the same place you get Kali from. If you are able to create a whole Kali,
why can’t you create a sword? You can do it. If you are able to create a
goddess, why can’t you create a sword to cut her? Get ready.”
Ramakrishna sat. But the moment Kali came, he burst
into ecstasy and forgot all about the sword and the awareness.
Then Totapuri told him, “You sit this time. The moment Kali comes…” and
he picked up a piece of glass and said, “With this piece of glass, I am going
to cut you where you are stuck. When I cut that place, you create the sword and
cut Kali down.”
Again Ramakrishna sat and just when Ramakrishna was on the edge of
ecstasy, when Kali appeared in his vision, Totapuri took the piece of glass and
cut Ramakrishna really deep across his forehead.
At that moment, Ramakrishna created the sword and cut
Kali down, becoming free from the Mother and the ecstasies of feeding off her.
That is when he truly became a Paramahamsa, he became fully enlightened. He
then lost himself into Samadhi.
Totapuri sat for a long time, silently watching
his disciple. Finding him perfectly motionless, he locked the door and went out
of the room. Three days passed, and still there was no call. In utter surprise
Totapuri opened the door and found Sri Ramakrishna sitting in the very same
position in which he had left him. With breathless wonder Totapuri stood before this august spectacle. “Is it really true?” he said to
himself, “Is it possible that this man has attained in the course of a single
day that which took me forty years of strenuous practice to
achieve?” Impelled by doubt, he made a searching examination. In joyous
bewilderment he cried out, “Great God, it is nothing short of a miracle!” It
was undoubtedly a case of “Nirvikalpa Samadhi” the culmination of the Advaita
practice!
Totapuri immediately took steps to bring the mind of
Sri Ramakrishna down to the world of phenomena. Normally Totapuri would not
stay for long at any given location but given the extraordinary nature of his
disciple, he stayed behind for 11 more months, making sure that Sri Ramakrishna
was firmly established in his meditation practice.
One
morning Mukunda (Yogananda Paramahamsa) made his way to is his Master’s empty
sitting room. He planned to meditate, but his laudable purpose was unshared by
disobedient thoughts. They scattered like birds before the hunter.
“Mukunda!” Sri Yukteswar’s voice sounded from a distant
balcony.
I felt rebellious as my thoughts. “Master always urges me to
meditated,” I muttered to myself. “He should not disturb me when he knows why I
came to his room.”
He summoned me again; I remained obstinately silent. The third
time his tone held rebuke.
“Sir, I am meditating,” I shouted protestingly.
“I know how you are meditating,” my guru called
out, “with your mind distributed like leaves in a storm! Come here to me.”
Thwarted and exposed, I made my way sadly to his side.
“Poor boy, mountains cannot give you what you want.”
Master spoke caressingly, comfortingly. His calm gaze was
unfathomable. “Your heart’s desire shall be fulfilled.” Sri Yukteswar seldom indulged in riddles; I was bewildered.
He struck gently on my chest above the heart.
My
body became immovably rooted; breath was drawn out of my lungs as if by some
huge magnet. Soul and mind instantly lost their physical bondage and streamed
out like a fluid piercing light from my every pore. The flesh was as though dead,
yet in my intense awareness I knew that never before had I been fully alive. My
sense of identity was no longer narrowly confined to a body but embraced the
circumambient atoms. People on distant streets seemed to be moving gently over
my own remote periphery. The roots of plants and trees appeared through a dim
transparency of the soil; I discerned the inward flow of their sap.
The
whole vicinity lay bare before me. My ordinary frontal vision was now changed
to a vast spherical sight, simultaneously all-perceptive. Through the back of
my head I saw men strolling far down Rai Ghat Lane, and noticed also a white
cow that was leisurely approaching. When she reached the open ashram gate, I
observed her as though with my two physical eyes. After she had passed behind
the brick wall of the courtyard, I saw her clearly still.
All
objects within my panoramic gaze trembled and vibrated like quick motion
pictures. My body, Master’s, the pillared courtyard, the furniture and floor,
the trees and sunshine, occasionally became violently agitated, until all
melted into a luminescent sea; even as sugar crystals, thrown into a glass of
water, dissolve after being shaken. The unifying light alternated with
materializations of form, the metamorphoses revealing the law of cause and
effect in creation.
An
oceanic joy broke upon calm endless shores of my soul. The Spirit of God, I
realized, is exhaustless Bliss; His body is countless tissues of light. A
swelling glory within me began to envelop towns, continents, the earth, solar
and stellar systems, tenuous nebulae, and floating universes. The entire
cosmos, gently luminous, like a city seen afar at night, glimmered within the
infinitude of my being. The dazzling light beyond the sharply etched global
outlines faded slightly at the farthest edges; there I saw a mellow radiance,
ever undiminished. It was indescribably subtle; the planetary pictures were
formed of a grosser light.
Again
and again I saw the beams condense into constellations, then resolve into
sheets of transparent flame. By rhythmic reversion, sextillion worlds passed
into diaphanous luster, then fire became firmament.
Soon
he found his breath returned to his lungs and his communion with the Divine
ended. When he opened his eyes he found Sri Yukteswar standing next to him. He
immediately bowed before his guru to thank him for having given him this
experience. Sri Yukteswar stood him up and told him, “You must not get over
drunk with ecstasy. Much work needs to be done. Come, let us sweep the balcony
floor and then we will walk by the Ganges.”
Again
the master was teaching a subtle lesson. The soul may easily leap over the
cosmos and dance in the glory of a divine communion but the body has to yet to
perform its duties, however menial they may be.
On
his second visit to Dakshineshwar Sri Ramakrishna went into his usual trances.
During this he happened to touch Naren (Swami Vivekananda) and accidentally sent him into a trance
of his own. Naren described the incident afterwards.
The
touch at once gave rise to a unique experience within me. With my eyes open I
saw the walls and everything in the room whirl rapidly and vanish into naught,
and the whole universe together with my individuality was about to merge in an
all-encompassing void! I was terribly frightened and thought I was facing
death! Unable to control myself I cried out for help and Sri Ramakrishna
laughed and touched me again and restored me back to my senses.
This
incident wounded Naren’s pride and marked a turning point. At this point he was
not sure if the experience was a result as some sort of mesmerism or hypnotism
and not sure if he could trust his own experience as something authentic. But
the seed was sown. Naren had tasted briefly a new level of conscious experience
for the first time.
In
spite of their differences Naren felt a pull towards Sri Ramakrishna and he
kept coming back. He was not yet willing to give up logic and reasoning and he
did not give any credence to this talk of his future greatness. Once he told
Sri Ramakrishna, “Since you love me and wish to see me great, these fancies
naturally come to your mind.”
Nevertheless
Naren slowly began to realize that Sri Ramakrishna was indeed experiencing
something extraordinary and authentic. What had initially appeared to him as
eccentric behavior now seemed as a child-like behavior of a God-intoxicated
man. But Naren was yet in no mood to accept Sri Ramakrishna as his guru or
accept his teachings. One day he told Sri Ramakrishna, “Even though I love you
it does not mean that I shall accept your words without exercising my critical
judgment.” Sri Ramakrishna rejoiced at the intellectual sincerity of Naren. Of
all his disciples Naren was the only one who dared challenge him.
One
night as Naren meditated, he felt as if somebody had placed a bright lamp behind
his head. The intensity of light slowly increased and suddenly burst open and
he merged into the Absolute. When he came back to his senses he could only feel
his head and had no sensation in the rest of his body. He cried for help and a
brother disciple, Gopal, responded. Gopal tried to bring back sensation in
Naren’s legs by massaging them to no avail. Thinking that Naren was dying he
ran in panic to Sri Ramakrishna who merely smiled and said, “Let him stay in
that state for a while; he has teased me long enough for it.”
Naren
had already gone back into Samadhi and he stayed there for a few more hours.
When he regained normal consciousness he realized that he had experienced
Nirvikalpa Samadhi, the highest form of conscious experience. He immediately
went to meet Sri Ramakrishna, who told him: "Now
the Mother has shown you everything. But this realization, like the jewel
locked in a box, will be hidden away from you and kept in my custody. I will
keep the key with me. Only after you have fulfilled your mission on this earth
will the box be unlocked, and you will know everything as you have known
now".
Naren
was destined never to experience the highest state of consciousness again till
the very end of his life. Sri Ramakrishna warned him that there was very little
separating him from the deepest experience and there was always danger that he
would topple into it at any time.
He
warned Naren to stay away from it and instead devote his time to the deeper
mission of his life. From now on Naren would feel twin pulls. One pulled him in
the direction of his work and the other towards deeper meditation. In line of
the wishes of his Guru, Naren would henceforth focus only on his work. His
ideal was that of Avalokitesvara, the Buddha who postponed his own
enlightenment for the good of humanity.
One
day in 1986 when he was not quite seventeen, and was sitting alone on the
second floor of his uncle’s house, when a sudden and overwhelming fear of death
came over him. He was sure he was going to die. The feeling of his imminent
demise however did not unnerve him. He calmly lay on the ground and stretched
out his limbs, holding them stiff, as if rigor-mortis had set in. A wave of
realization soon hit him and he came to a deep realization that he was not his
mind-body. The fear of death vanished forever from his life.
Venkataraman (his former name) found
that from now on he was on a higher spiritual plane than normal and his life
was forever changed. Somehow Venkataraman had stumbled into a kind of
“self-awakening”, a process that normally is difficult for most of us even
under the guidance of an expert Guru. From now on nothing that he had valued
earlier mattered. School, friends, relatives, nothing of this mattered to him
anymore. All he was concerned about was all things spiritual. He would go to
the temple everyday and be so moved by the images of Saints and Gods that tears
would flow freely. He now avoided company and instead preferred to sit alone
and meditate.
One
evening I went for the darshan of Bhagawan Nityananda. After the darshan, he
always asked me, "Are you leaving now?" But that day he did not put
his usual question, so I stayed on. I spent the night immersed in the sublime
joy of meditation on the Guru.
The
morning of the fifteenth of August, 1947, dawned. What an auspicious day! How
nectarean! What merit and exceptional fortune it held in its womb! It was the
most remarkable day of my life—the most significant day, not only of this
lifetime, but of many lifetimes! The holiest of the holy, O yes, the most
auspicious of all auspicious days, broke.
The
sun rose slightly above the horizon. The atmosphere was tranquil. I was
standing in the eastern corner of the hall absorbed in contemplation of the
Guru. In the opposite corner stood Monappa, Gurudev's cook. Inside the
meditation room, Gurudev made his characteristic 'hunh' sound to indicate that
he was about to come out from his meditation. Soon he appeared, revealing a
form which I had never seen before. He was wearing beautiful wooden sandals. He
moved forward and backward, smiling to himself, and walked around chanting
certain mysterious mantras. Then he would stand in front of me, smiling and
humming. He was wearing a white shawl, a loin-cloth and the sandals on his
feet. He faced me again and again, uttering a loud 'hunh.' One hour passed in
that way.
Then
Gurudev came close to me and his body touched mine. This surprise completely
benumbed me. I was standing facing west, while Gurudev faced east, his body
adjacent to mine. I opened my eyes to look at him. Lo! His eyes wide open in
shamhhavi mudra, were gazing straight into mine. I was dazed. I could not close
my eyes; I had lost all power of volition. The divine rays emanating from
Gurudev's eyes virtually paralysed mine. We remained in this stance for a short
while. Then I heard the heavenly strain of his 'hunh.' When I had somewhat
regained consciousness, I found he had stepped back about two feet.
He was saying, 'Take these sandals, wear them. Would you
like to wear these sandals of mine?". Though
amazed, I replied reverently and firmly, "Gurudev, these sandals are not
meant for me to wear, but to worship. Sire, if you kindly agree, I shall spread
my cloth. Please be so gracious as to place your feet on it and leave your
sandals."
My
revered Gurudev accepted my request. Making his sound of 'hunh,' he lifted his
left foot along with the sandal and placed it on my cloth. Then, bringing the
left foot down and lifting the right one, he put in the other sandal as well.
He stood facing me directly. He looked into my eyes again. Watching carefully,
I saw a ray of light entering me from his pupils. It felt hot, like burning
fever. Its light was dazzling, like that of a highpowered bulb. As that ray
emanating from Bhagawan Nityananda's pupils penetrated mine, I was thrilled
with amazement, joy and fear. I was beholding its colour, and chanting Guru Om.
It was a full unbroken beam of divine radiance. Its colour kept changing from
molten gold to saffron to a shade deeper than the blue of a shining star. I
stood utterly transfixed. Then as Gurudev moved slightly, chanting his 'hunh,'
I stirred, partially recovering my wits. I bowed to the sandals in my cloth. I
prostrated myself at his feet. I rose with my heart pulsating with bliss.
I
said in a soft, tender tone, ''Gurudev! What divine luck! I have obtained the
highest boon today. Kindly dwell in your fullness in these sandals and allow me
to worship them, though I do not know the proper manner." As I uttered
these words, he went towards the western wing of the hall. He returned with
some flowers, two bananas, a few incense sticks and a pinch of kum-kum. He
placed them all on the sandals.
Making
his 'hunh' sound, he went inside. This sound sometimes indicated different
instructions. If he turned his head while uttering this sound, it was a hint
for me to leave. But he had not yet made that gesture, so I remained standing.
Bhagawan came out, holding a blue shawl which he put around me. What marvelous
fortune! Since early morning I had been receiving precious gifts, one after
another. Then he rushed towards the kitchen where Monappa was cooking bhajiyas
of unripe bananas and putting them in a plate. Taking two handfuls of them, he
came over and put them in the same cloth which held the sandals and other
gifts. Finally uttering his blissful 'hunh,' he made the sign for me to depart.
What
a significant day! How sacred and auspicious! As I came out I began to
congratulate myself: "Aha! What an hour! How fruitful! What meritorious
deeds I must have done to deserve all this!"
I
was beside myself with amazement. I had never expected such an event to occur.
It was unlikely for one such as I to receive the Guru's sandals, because at
that time Bhagawan Nityananda had many ardent devotees who had been devoted to
him for years. Some were quite old; some were business magnates. Each claimed
to be an advanced and experienced seeker, being closest to Bhagawan, while I
was an ordinary and unfamiliar visitor, rather new to the place. I had not
performed any special kind of sadhana nor had I achieved any worthwhile stage.
I owned neither a mansion nor a business concern. I was in every way a poor
man. Therefore all that had happened showed that I was exceptionally fortunate.
That
day he had gazed into my eyes with his eyes wide open in Parashiva's shamhhavi
mudra, as if he had never seen me before. He had entered me with his divine ray
of Chiti that grants all powers. Beholding that ray, I had experienced
different states—tremors in the body, tears flowing from the eyes,
stupefaction, detachment and supreme joy. Thus he had blessed me with sublime
initiation.
Sri
Annamalai Swami recollects the circumstances that led him to Bhagavan in the
year 1928, when he was 22 years old. One can’t help but wonder at the supreme
power of the divine hand at play.
Sometime
in 1928, when I was twenty-one years old, a wandering sādhu passed through the
village. He gave me a copy of Upadėsa Undiyār which contained a photo of Sri
Ramana Maharshi. As soon as I saw that photo I had the feeling that this was my
Guru. Simultaneously, an intense desire arose within me to go and see him.
That
night I had a dream in which I saw Ramana Maharshi walking from the lower
slopes of Arunachala to the old hall. At the threshold of the old hall he
washed his feet with the water that was in his water pot. I came near him,
prostrated at his feet, and then went into a kind of swoon because the shock of
having darshan was too much for me. As I was lying on the ground with my mouth
open, Bhagavan poured water from his pot into my mouth. I remember repeating
the words ‘Mahadeva, Mahadeva’ (one of the names of Siva) as the water was
being poured in. Bhagavan gazed at me for a few seconds before turning to go
into the hall. When I woke the next morning I decided that I should go
immediately to Bhagavan and have his darshan.
I
arrived at Tiruvannamalai there at about 1 p.m. As I approached the hall, part
of the dream I had had in my village repeated itself in real life. I saw
Bhagavan walk down the hill, cross the ashram and pause outside the hall while
he washed his feet with water from his kamandalu (water pot). Then he went
inside. I sprinkled some of this water on my head, drank a little, and then
went inside to meet him.
Bhagavan
was sitting on his couch while an attendant called Madhava Swami dried his feet
with a cloth. Madhava Swami went out a few minutes later, leaving Bhagavan and
me alone in the hall. I had bought a small packet of dried grapes and some
sugar candy to give him. I placed them on a small table that was next to
Bhagavan’s sofa and prostrated to him.’
When
I stood up I saw that Bhagavan was eating a little of my offering. As I watched
him swallow, the thought came to me that my offering was going directly into
Siva’s stomach. I sat down and Bhagavan gazed at me in silence for about 10–15
minutes. There was a great feeling of physical relief and relaxation while
Bhagavan was looking at me. I felt a wonderful coolness pervade my body. It was
like immersing myself in a cool pool after being outside in the hot sun.
I
asked for permission to stay and this was readily granted. A small hut was
given to me and for the first week I stayed there as a guest of the ashram.
During those first few days I either gathered flowers for the ashram’s puja or
just sat with Bhagavan in his hall. As the days passed I became more and more
convinced that Bhagavan was my Guru. Feeling a strong urge to settle down in
the ashram, I asked Chinnaswami, Bhagavan’s younger brother, if I could work in
the ashram. Chinnaswami granted my request and said that I could serve as
Bhagavan’s attendant. At that time Madhava Swami was doing the job by himself.
Chinnaswami
told me, ‘Madhava Swami is the only attendant at the moment. Whenever he goes
out of the hall or goes for a rest you should stay with Bhagavan and attend to
all his needs.’
Later after few days Chinnaswami entrusted me with the construction work of ashram. While
I didn’t realise it at that time, my days as an ashram worker were coming to a
close. In retrospect I can remember this incident which indicated that Bhagavan
knew that my time in the ashram was coming to an end. I was doing some digging
with a crowbar when Bhagavan came and asked me, ‘Did you decide to do this work
yourself or did Chinnaswami ask you to do it?’
I
told him that Chinnaswami had asked me to do it. Bhagavan was not very pleased.
So, he has given you work. Why is he giving you work like this?’
A
little later Yogi Ramaiah remarked to Bhagavan, ‘Annamalai Swami is working
very hard. His body has become very weak. You should give him some rest.’ Bhagavan
agreed with him. ‘Yes, we have to give him some rest. We have to give freedom
to him.’
A
few days later I went to Bhagavan’s bathroom to help him with his morning bath.
Madhava Swami asked a question: ‘Bhagavan, the people who take ganjā (an
ayurvedic preparation whose principal ingredient is cannabis) experience some
kind of ānanda (bliss). What is the nature of this ānandā? Is it the same
ānandā that the scriptures speak of?’
‘Eating
this ganjā is a very bad habit,’ replied Bhagavan. Then, laughing loudly, he came
over to me, hugged me and called out, Ānandā!, Ānandā! This is how these
ganjā-taking people behave!’
It
was not a brief hug. Madhava Swami told me later that he held me tightly for
about two minutes. After the first few seconds I completely lost awareness of
my body and the world. Initially, there was a feeling of happiness and bliss,
but this soon gave way to a state in which there were no feelings and no
experiences. I did not lose consciousness. I just ceased to be aware of
anything that was going on around me. I remained in this state for about
fifteen minutes. When I recovered my usual consciousness I was standing alone
in the bathroom. Madhava Swami and Bhagavan had long since departed for
breakfast. I had not seen them open the door and leave, nor had I heard the
breakfast bell.
'If
you know who you are, you will come to know everything. There is nothing in
this external, manifested world which is not within you. Believe
my words, there is no truth without, because your Atman is ‘Sarvabhutatman’ the Atman seated in the hearts of all creatures. In
you is the dormant seed form of all the knowledge, power and wealth of this
entire creation'. These
were the instructions from my Guru Shri Bhagavan Ganguly after which I
practiced Yoga and attained Samadhi.
Recalling
his time in the Himalayas, Baba Lokenath said, “While in Samadhi, heaps of snow
would cover my body and would melt away. In that sublime state I had no feeling
of the existence of my body. I was in that state of Samadhi for a long time.
Then finally the effortless state of the Ultimate Truth was revealed. In that
state, there was no difference between me, the rest of the cosmos and all its
manifestations. The inner and the outer all merged into each other as an
expression of ultimate bliss, absolute joy. There is no state beyond this to be
achieved in human life with total effort and divine grace.”
One day, the sadhuram who was accompanying him,
decided to take Ramdas to receive “darshan” (spiritual grace) from Ramana
Maharshi. The visitors prostrated themselves at the feet of the saint. The
place exuded peace. The Maharshi was still young; he possessed such a calm
expression and such a look of tenderness and serenity that all those who came
to him were subject to the charm of his peace and his joy.
Ramdas said to the
Maharshi: “Maharaj, here stands before Thee a humble slave.
Have pity on him. His only prayer to Thee is to give him thy blessing.” The
Maharshi, turning his beautiful eyes towards Ramdas, and looking intently for a
few minutes into his eyes as though he was pouring into Ramdas his blessing
through those orbs, shook his head to say that he had blessed. A thrill of
inexpressible joy coursed through the frame of Ramdas, his whole body quivering
like a leaf in the breeze. He forgot everything around him and fell into an
inexpressible ecstasy. This was a crucial experience for him. Referring to this
single visit, he considered that, after his father, the Maharshi was his second
guru.
After this experience Ramana Mahirshi inspired in Ramdas the desire to spend some time
in solitude on Arunachala Hill. Ramdas found a small cave, which he entered and
settled in. He stayed there for twenty days and twenty nights, ceaselessly
repeating the mantra given to him by his guru. He felt most blissful sensations
since he could here hold undisturbed communion with Ram. He was actually rolling
in a sea of indescribable happiness.
At the end of the twentieth day, as he came out
of his cave, his eyes were filled with a strange light and he saw the Divine
everywhere. He saw It in the stones, he saw It in the trees, he saw It in the
plants and the rocks, and he cried out that he saw Ram everywhere. Like a
madman, he raced in every direction and he kissed everything he found, stones,
plants, a man who was passing …
For two years from the time of the significant
change which had come over him, Ramdas had been prepared to enter into the very
depths of his being for the realisation of the immutable, calm and eternal
spirit of God. Here he had to transcend name, form, thought and will—every
feeling of the heart and faculty of the mind. The world had then appeared to
him as a dim shadow—a dreamy nothing. The vision then was mainly internal. It
was only for the glory of the Atman in His pristine purity, peace and joy as an
all-pervading, immanent, static, immortal and glowing spirit.
In the earlier stages this vision was
occasionally lost, pulling him down to the old life of diversity with its
turmoil of like and dislike, joy and grief. But he would be drawn in again into
the silence and calmness of the Spirit. A stage was soon reached when this
dwelling in the spirit became a permanent and unvarying experience with no more
falling off from it, and then a still exalted state came on; his hitherto inner
vision projected outwards. First a glimpse of this new vision dazzled him off
and on. This was the working of divine love. He would feel as though his very
soul had expanded like the blossoming of a flower and, by a flash as it were,
enveloped the whole universe embracing all in a subtle halo of love and light.
This experience granted him bliss infinitely greater than he had in the
previous state. Now it was that Ramdas began to cry out “Ram is all, it is He
as everybody and everything.” This condition was for some months coming on and vanishing.
When it wore away, he would instinctively run to solitude. When it was present,
he freely mixed in the world preaching the glory of Divine Love and Bliss. With
this externalised vision started Ramdas’ mission. Its fullness and magnificence
was revealed to him during his stay in the Kadri cave, and here the experience
became more sustained and continuous. The vision of God shone in his eyes and
he would see none but Him in all objects. Now wave after wave of joy rose in
him. He realised that he had attained to a consciousness, full of splendour,
power and bliss.
Around
the year 1485, a 16-year-old boy named Nanak moved to Sultanpur Lodhi in
Punjab, where he lived for the next 14 years. Each day before sunrise, he would
go for ablutions by the Kali Bein, a seasonal rivulet, accompanied by Mardana,
the minstrel boy and his to-be lifelong companion.
One
day, to Mardana’s surprise, Nanak plunged into the river but didn’t surface.
Mardana waited and waited and then rushed to the town to seek assistance.
Everyone thought that either Nanak had drowned or had been washed away in the
river, which was in spate.
Nanak
was then working as a storekeeper for Nawab Daulat Khan, governor of Jalandhar
Doab. When the Nawab learnt about the incident he rushed to the spot and asked
the fishermen to throw their nets in the rivulet and find Nanak. All efforts
failed.
Then,
suddenly on the fourth day, Nanak appeared in town. Khan heaved a sigh of
relief and there was great rejoicing among his friends and relatives. But by
now Nanak was a completely changed man. His face was radiant and there was
divine light in his eyes. He was perpetually in deep reflective thought.
As
word about Nanak’s return spread, people started thronging the place. They
asked him where he had been, but Nanak remained silent. People said he was in
the water for many days so he was out of his mind. But Nanak did not respond.
After
a day passed, he said: ‘Na koi Hindu, na koi Mussalman (There is no Hindu,
there is no Muslim’. Each time he spoke, he repeated these words.
The Janamsakhi (literally, life story or biography)
describes the incident as a communion with God, who gave him a cup of nectar to
drink and charged him with the mission in the following words:
'Nanak I am with thee. Through thee will my name
be magnified. Whosoever follows thee, him will I save. Go into the world to
pray and teach mankind how to pray. Be not sullied by the ways of the world.
Let your life be one of praise of the Word (naam), charity (daan), ablution
(isnaan), service (seva) and prayer (simran). Nanak I give thee my pledge. Let
this be thy life’s mission.’
The
‘mysterious’ voice spoke again: ‘Nanak he whom you bless will be blessed by Me;
he to whom you are benevolent shall receive My benevolence. I am the Great God,
the Supreme Creator. Thou art the Guru, The Supreme Guru of God.’ Nanak is said
to have received the robe of honour from the hands of God Himself who revealed
to him the ‘Divine Reality.
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